9.Still Not Black Enough

Paint a shadow on my heart
In shades of ebony
Paint the sun out of the sky
That rains over me

Black sun rain on me
I need, one, blacksun
Rain on me, rain on me

Tie me to my blackness there
Where I¹m ever free
Taken to the dark edges of
My wicked memories

Pain my soul in indigo, and ebony for me
No colour seen in my eyes, none in my eyes
I¹m naked in my misery
Emotions stripped to bone
I see inside the heart of me
It¹s still not black enough for me

No colours in the heart of me
No colour run in my veins
I hold the black to my breast
It bleeds over me
I can¹t go on, till I get off
For me it¹s still not black enough
With darkness come, my fear is seen
My fear is real, my fear is me.